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STRESSS!!!~~ LALA~
Jul 30th
HELLO PEOPLE!!
Okay, I’m very very very very sorry that I did not post at all. Just replying to tags, etc..
Anw, I want more people to visit my blog!! T.T Its so…. dead..
SO…
Officially playing on the kulintang now.. Learnt the song ‘Di Tanjong Katong’
Then the Melody Kulintang had to play the Melody part along with the angklung.
A little bit hard. But YAY! I managed to play it on the piano with the actual kulintang chords on the left hand and the angklung melody on the right hand.
YAYYY!! xDDD
Speaking about piano, I sort of mastered Fur Elize already! YAY!..
Well not really smooth, but yeahh, I kind of sightreading and stuffs.. ![]()
Printed out lots of scores!! And not touching them xDD
But going to print out the scoresheet Everything by Michael Buble — At the request of Mitchell.
Moving on, I felt stressed and a little bit of depression :’(. Coz exams is like in 2 weeks time. I needa make preparation. I don’t know when I can study, but I 100% felt that I got to pass this exam with flying colors.
I CAN! I WILL! I MUST!
People give me your support h0rrs! ![]()
And the construction beside my house is killing me like *beep* *beep* *beep*. Cannot concentrate cans!~ So got to study at night..
LALALA~
Today got phototaking, and I was kind of sad (and insulted) that I am one of the shortest in the class. So got onto second row. But I just love phototaking! ![]()
It just rawks! ![]()
And I was like photo taking with my camera phone for the last 2 days.
And and and.. Yesterday.
A little bit pai seh, the teacher asks us to circle some words which describes ourselves.
I circled ‘handsome’.
Then very pai seh because then I found out that I was the only one.. -.-
The class looked at me and were like … ewwww
Teacher was like defending me, saying that who says that I am not handsome.
Then said that he kind of envy the my beard at the side of my face.. YADAYADA
And I was like…. O—–kayyyy….
How I know? The teacher asked who circled handsome .. LOL -.-
But this is: “THE ART OF SELF APPRECIATION” YADAYADA..
maybe self-obsessiveness xDD
So yes, I better say this now before I forget!!
I WAS HARASSED YESTERDAY!! :O
BY THIS IDIOT. SUPER IDIOT. — FROM EXPRESS CLASS SOMEMORE!!
I was on the way up to the class while the idiot went down the stairs.
Well, he came to me and touched *some part of my body — censored*
WHATEVER. ANW..
I’VE WARNED YOU. I DISLIKE PEOPLE WHO DON’T RESPECT ME, OTHER PEOPLE OR OTHER THINGS AROUND THEM. IT MIGHT BE OKAY FOR *SOME PEOPLE* TO GO AROUND TOUCHING OTHER PEOPLE BECAUSE *THAT PERSON* IS NOT BROUGHT UP PROPERLY BY HIS/HER PARENTS. BUT I DON’T CARE.
seriously, if this kind of thing happen, I won’t hesitate to fight back the next time. I’ll just give each person 3 chances and well, once I’m off, lets trash it out at the principal’s office.
– Damn it. So fucking pissed off for nothing
*and to the idiot: You got one more chance. You drank from my water bottle without MY permission during sec 2 camp. This is clearly not respecting people’s property!! I won’t hesitate to physically hurt you if you continue with your nonsense.
Seriously, these FUCKERS should go to hell. Maybe I seriously should pity them because they don’t know how to respect other people. Maybe their parents never teach them manners? let’s hope this is not the reasons
—– YADAYADA~ moving on to other things
YEAP PEOPLE! A BIG GAMBATTE FROM ME FOR YOUR EXAMINATIONS! YAYY!! ![]()
STUDY HARD! AND WELL, LETS ACE TOGETHER
:D:D:D:D:D
gtg, gotta start studying alr ._.
t0ddles, -jMax;
Monitor Investiture ‘08! :D
Jul 21st
HELLO PEOPLE!
I’m very sorry that I did not post anything at all for a period of a week.
I’m very tired thanks to the hectic schedule D:
Slept for 1h 51mins only. WHY? Cause I sorted out the homework file. Lots of messy things inside. I felt like having a headache during sorting out of the file.
So in school I was kind of dizzy, so decided not to move around much.
During recess, met Wei En because he wanted me to teach him the last part of Fur Elize. Woahh! he pro siahh, can do the full song alr.. left the part where you go up down up down LOL xD
But then I realized something, my score has no pedals marked on it ><”
Need to reprint, I guess xDD
Okay, so Mother Tongue, got back our own previous teacher. YAYYY!
Watch a movie. Some supernatural thing. Disturbing. The woman was cursed by the medium and then she was scratching and kept on saying that the itch is unbearable.
And then you know what happened? When she scratch her ear, it detached!!
LIKE.. *GASP*!! I don’t know what to say l0rh. I know its fake, but its disturbing. LALA~
So guess next lesson will be continued ._.
So yeahh!! MONITORS’ INVESTITURE!! ![]()
I felt so happy. Felt like I was crowned or something.
Teacher pinned the monitor badge on my collar! YAY ![]()
The Emcees were like saying something about being responsible. I wonder if I felt like accepted. I looked at class.. Different mixed feelings from everybody..
LALA~ seriously, I felt that the blog is seriously dead, with a few visitors only. I am not sure if I should continue blogging or not.. But I’ll just try to carry on.
t0ddles, -jMax;
Monday Blues? o.o
Jul 14th
HELLO PEOPLE!
Okay, seriously, sorry that I didn’t finish my previous post until today because I blogged through Matthew’s phone [N95
] and yeah can’t manage to finish it because my fingers were very tired. heheh xD
During morning assembly, well, principal got angry. Early in the morning some more. Don’t know why. Maybe because some people were delaying the time to assemble when they are supposed to assemble alr. Not a good way to start off the week, I think..
Okay, so basically today we were having the Student Council Investiture thing. Took up English period but later Assembly was swapped with English.
Geog test was a little bit okay. But I really don’t know how to put the explanation in words in Section B.
I don’t get what Mathematics was talking about. Gonna study at HeyMath or else I can’t catch up for lessons tomorrow ._.
Mother tongue. AARRRGHH!! one period = one page of the textbook. Damn fun cans. A little bit boring too.. LOL ._.
Science. DIFFUSION AND OSMOSIS. Well, I finally understand it after the experiment. =x
okay, seriously, I gotta go now. Got piles of homework and tasks to be done.
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Okay, before I close this, I think I should make an announcement:
I think I will be sending my phone for repair. Maybe its because of the phone’s software.
If some of you guys wondered why I replied your sms-es late, it was because….
Usually when you receive an sms, you will get this icon at the top and a notification that you have an sms right?
But in my phone’s case, I just got an icon only, without any notification. Even in General mode, the SMS tone never ring!! T.T. Hmm.. anw, so I think I will be taking it over to Nokia. I may think of buying a new phone, but I guess I will have to put the thoughts off. I love my N70
DD
I don’t know when I’m gonna send it for repair, but I guess its tomorrow. So sorry guys if I can’t reply to your sms or pick up your calls T.T
INCONVENIENCE CAUSED IS REGRETTED ._.
t0ddles, -jMax;
Being tired despite the long sleep ._.
Jul 13th
HELLO PEOPLE!!
Okay, I’m really sorry for not updating. Been very tired because of the busy schedule.
Basically did nothing for the last 2 days, today and yesterday. Chionging on my sleep. I’m very tired because of the busy schedule.
[Friday, 11th July 2008]
Hmm.. Had Angklung last Friday. No, it wasn’t a practice. Went to Paya Lebar Methodist Girls School. The school was seriously big! And 2 vending machines (:
There was also another Angklung Ensemble in the Primary school section. But no kulintang. But I think its wonderful. Why? Even though their music are simple, they sways and smile and enjoy the music. Our Angklung Ensemble, well, not really that we don’t sway, we don’t smile, its like some sways, some smile, etc. etc..
[Thursday, 10th July 2008]
Panic. Practicing the kulintang pieces that is like a little bit complicated maybe? But at last i got it
D YAYYY!
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Okay, LOL, nvm
Gotta go, cyas~
t0ddles, -jMax;
DEPRESSION!! ARRGH!!
Jul 9th
HELLO PEOPLE!!
Okay, I’ve been feeling lost. Don’t know why?
Yesterday slept at 9pm and woke up at 2am to do maths homework.
But you know what? I’ve realized after that that there is no mathematics lesson today ._.
Did tessellation homework too.
Art lessons was okay. Did not do much since that today is the last lesson after all. I finished colouring the background for the tessellation homework before recess. After recess, we did some activity using our sense of touch? then yeah, quite fun but etc…
Something happened in the middle of art lessons from the end of the recess, I don’t think everyone involved was particularly happy about it. Won’t elaborate further on it then..
LALA~
Following that, we have literature. Went through chapter 14. Scribbling notes about the sentences and words and characterisation by the side of the page.
After that, we have Science. Well, went through the notes for the Chapter 3? o.o
Then got back the test for chapter 10. Lucky, I got 12/15 for the test. I thought I failed.
Geography. Went through Chapter 4. Gonna have a test this Monday for chapter 1, 2, 3.
Still have mindmap for homework. Lucky I’ve done the Mathematics this morning so I don’t have to stress over it ._.
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[Tuesday, 8th July 2008]
Okay, so basically today lesson is as per normal except that we left after literature for the IRIR competition. So skipped Mother Tongue, skipped Maths too.. I’m not very happy that we need to skip Maths, not because that I’m a guai-kia (good boy) or something, but because I’m scared that teacher will go through the quadratic (curved) graphs? And I don’t really have a 100% idea on how to use the bendable ruler.
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I’ve better finish the monitor thing. Before it finishes me. I also DO HOPE THAT ASSEMBLY WON’T EAT INTO FORM TEACHER PERIOD. Otherwise, how to finish class admin stuffs?!?
Thanks N0vee for giving me a call to craptalk today! Felt so happy actually c0z really haven’t craptalked in a while. But well, I sounded more that tired today. She told me to take things easy.
t0ddles, -jMax;
Dead for 3 days ._.
Jul 7th
HELLO PEOPLE!!
Yeah, dead for like 3 days alr. Not really.
Just got back from Fort Canning Park.
Had a long walk. Up and down the stairs, slopes, you name it babe ![]()
Then when taking one of the pics, step back to get more of the building into the picture.
So when stepping back, i tripped on some stone-like thing.
Well, lucky for having some reflect. But I used my hip to support. Now it felt weird.
So on the way home. I took bus from Plaza Singapura.
And yeah, It rained heavily. But stopped halfway when I alighted from the bus.
But it rained again when I am walking home.
Reached home. Drenched from head to toe.
Took a long bath. Had a good scrub ![]()
Slept for like a few hours maybe?
Felt better now. Going to do homework soon. Tomorrow won’t be in school after 11.30. I scared I missed on the maths lessons. I don’t wanna miss it. Maths is important to me siahh. Now I felt like I’ve gone down the slope again. NOOOOOOOOOOOO!! T.T
Tomorrow is also the IRIR audition for the Angklung Ensemble. I am not sure at the rolling part. I hope my rolling will be better by tomorrow. T.T
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Sunday, 6th July 2008
Basically, woke up at 7
Surfed the net till 8.
Left the house at 9.
Was at the cathecism class by 9.15. // I’m not late!! YAYY!
Finished cathecism at 10.45.
Entered church by 11
Mass started at 11.15: The music became friendlier. There is someone playing the electric organ and the grand piano
.. In addition there is someone who plays the violin and flute!! WOW! YAYY! My nose was runny during the mass. I don’t know why. Been having that since yesterday because of the cold aircon. ><” Slacked throughout the day then ._.
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Saturday, 5th July 2008
So woke up, seriously slacked the whole day. But my nose was really runny. I don’t know why. LALA~
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Still have class admins to go through with the class.
t0ddles, -jMax;
Too much things, so little time..
Jul 4th
HELLO PEOPLE!!
So just had a panic attack. I don’t wanna talk about it now. Was angry with myself because I can’t finish organising the ex-co work thing.. But its kind of settled now.
So Saturday’s out c0z lots of people can’t make it.
So basically today was supposed to meet the ex-coes, make announcements to the class, etc.. but the FT period was eaten up by the assembly. so after that mother tongue, we need to split, so can’t.. So after mother tongue, there is English. but the monitors got to go downstairs to set up the stall
So i sell snacks with Farah, Chanel and Nadia during recess.. something like corntos and some long pocky sticks. but at last it sold off. I’m so tired.. Finally, everything finished. I’m so happy!
today’s recess is 2 hours. so there is no geography today.
10 people then left the class for some science exhibition thingy? so the class strength during lesson is 21/37..
watch a movie. but not really. then changed to some rock concert *falls asleep*. sorry guys, i don’t understand what they are singing.. although the songs is like nice, but i don’t get the purpose… ._.
so after school had 2 hours before going for the leadership training. Hmmm.. Anw, ate lunch, cleaned the classroom and read some learning Japanese thing.
The leadership training was fun. I learnt something from it, and I would like to try to apply it in near future (:
I’m really tired now. I’m going to bed soon.
t0ddles, -jMax;
Kulintang Rolling *arrgh!!* can’t get it right!! RRROARR~
Jul 3rd
HELLO PEOPLE!!
So yeahh, today was just another Thursday.
Except that there is only 31 people in the class xDD
And that because 6 people went out for competitions.
The class is still as rowdy as ever, I think
- Project Work: I really want to finish this project. But I’m not sure. The 9 ex-coes are supposedly to meet this weekend. But I still have nothing in my mind right now. I am stressed!!
- PE: More hip hop dance steps
YAY! but I am not sure of the progress because of the fact that the music is much faster than our normal training, etc..
- English: We were scolded today by our teacher because we did not really pay attention in class. LALA~ whatever seriously, I don’t really understand why some people are really like that..
- Science: Teacher never come. Another teacher tookover. Still have that test on Chapter 10. I screwed up the 1st question. Connected the Earth wire with the neutral.. LIKE WTHH!
- Maths: Well, dragged on from 1.15 to 2 because the teacher missed like 5 lessons with us and would like to chiong.. But I’m not sure. Then we did another new chapter. Non-linear graph. Zhang Yun said to me that the topic is gonna be difficult!! T.T
Still got tons of monitor work to be done. I feel that I am going to tax myself a little bit more this week because of some matters.. I don’t know about organizing the ex-coes to go out is really my duty. Doesn’t mean that me, being a monitor = being a leader in everything? If I go wrong, everyone can die because they depend too much on me.. Still have leadership camp and you know what, I forgot to give the temperature taking form. Greattt!! WOW. wth ._. I’ll give it tomorrow. We were also supposed to discuss about the feedback form that one of the teachers gave us, which we did not do. I guess I’ll try to finish everything by tomorrow.
Hmmm… tomorrow is gonna be another tiring day >_<” —– Anw, today I am officially a Kulintang player! I mean, I’ve mastered the song Labyrinth that the instructor composed. Well, not really mastered.. I still can’t roll properly. My hand would really tensed up and get tired easily. I wonder if I can master it because this tuesday we are going for an audition for IRIR competition thing? With the Malay dancers too and I need to like master things in within one lessons.. All the seniors steps down. Today is their last day *panicks* Ok guys, I better go now. Sorry. Haven’t do homework yet ._. CHIONG ARRHHH!! >_<”
Hyper Wednesday
Jul 2nd
HELLO PEOPLE!
So seriously, I SURVIVED!
MUHUHAHAH~
2 hours of sleep. But I didn’t sleep in class AT ALL..
well, but i slept on the way home. LOLx
Today got another new art teacher. Did the tessellation thingy. Haven’t finish yet. No mood now.. T.T
Then we have literature. Basically just going through the texts of difficult-to-understand words.
Then we have science. Started on a new topic.. LALA~
Then we have geography. Not really having lesson. Just groupwork and brainstorming for what we are going to do for the next lesson’s presentation..
Then then then then then.. I’m so tired now.. ._.
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Novee ask me to do tags from her blog so here it is:
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- urhh.. forgive and forget?
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- get to play on a REAL piano for the whole day
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- some freaking idiots
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- don’t ask. give me the billion dollars first then i’ll decide
5. What is so nice about ur lover?
-i’m single
5. Do you believe in forever love?
- er.. maybe
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved by someone
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- forever, i guess..
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- don’t know. stone maybe?
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- yeah. losing weight. 7kg gone! xD
10. What takes you down the fastest?
- anime endings.
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- more older and matured. DUHH! xDD
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- family and friends
LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!!
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- people who supports me
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- single and rich, DUH.
- anw, isnt it supposed to be unhappy and rich or happy but poor ?
// same answer as Novia
15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
- go bathroom & drink water
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- maybe?
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- see first l0rh.
18. What type of people do you hate?
- idiotic inconsiderate people who doesn’t have respect for ME, PEOPLE AROUND THEM, and THINGS AROUND THEM.
19. List 5 people to tag :
- NOVIA, EVELYN, YANIN, NICHOLAS, SYUHAIDAH
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1 . How long will you wait for someone you love ?
- forever, i guess..
2 . What do you hope for now?
- that i can faster finish this thing and go to bed
3 .What is the last thing you say/do if tomorrow is the end of the world?
- Cyas in another life, i guess? / See you in heaven
4 .Do you hate your friends sometimes?
- yeah. but the feeling will be gone.
5 . What is your favorite Color ?
- colorsoftheRAINBOW
6 .Do you believe in see rainbow after the rain?
- yeah. and i wanna smell the fresh smell of the grasses too!
7 . Will you be happy , if the one you love is happy?
- yeah.
8 . What are you listening now?
- Caged Bird – Shunichi Miyamoto [D. N. Angel Soundtrack]
9 . Are you happy with your life now ?
- so-so. trying to squeeze into triple science
10 . What if your crush ask you out ?
- then I’m in heaven l0rh..
11 .What will you do if your crush know you had a crush on them ?
- lala. refers to the answer above pleasee.
12 . What feeling do you hate most ?
- the feeling of being backstabbed by some idiots!
13 . How’s life currently?
- 0k l0rh..
14 .What are you looking forward to the outcome weeks ?
- studying.. studying.. angklung.. angklung..
15 .The most important thing in your life ?
- family and friends.
16 .Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
- everyone who supports me
17.Do you find life meaningless ?
- yeah. during midnight emo sessions
18. What if you believe that there is ” True Love ” ?
- love that has no condition. how good will it be
19. What if you lose someone important ?
- 1: Cry
- 2: Sob
- 3: Bid Farewell
- 4: Trying to get over it..
- 5: If fail, repeat step 1, 2 and 4 again before reaching 5..
20. What can you change if you can turn back time?
- spend more time in my studies and get better grades.
8 people:- NOVIA, EVELYN, YANIN, NICHOLAS, SYUHAIDAH, JOSEPHINE, LYDIA, MEI CHI
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Yeahh, thanks for reading. That’s it for today. ![]()
t0ddles, -jMax;
Cross Country
Jul 2nd
HELLO PEOPLE!
Sorry, Short post for today.
Had no lesson today. But school’s at East Coast Park for Annual Cross Country Run.
Well, I did not run this year. Instead, I just stroll. I’m not in the mood.
So Josephine ran ahead of me. *pangseh me siahh T.T* xD
Slacked because I don’t wanna join in the games, etc.. I’m tired.
Once I reached home, went to had a quick shower. Was a little bit soaked in the rain ._.
Then I slept at around 1 something. If I can remember clearly.
The next thing I knew when I woke up, it was already 6.45pm. I slept for almost 6 hours.
Went to Katong Laksa, buy some food with Matthew and aunt (:
So went home did homework. Can’t concentrate. Just finished it at like 1.30am, which is like now?
So after this I got to burn the CD for the Youth Day Class Magnet.. Tomorrow have to submit.
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I’m a little bit stressed as I can’t really find the time for my own. I can’t even sit in front of the piano for a good 3 hours. I don’t know what happened. Last time I could. But now I don’t know why I can’t… T.T
I need to be on my toes. I wanna study. I wanna pass this whole thing and have another round of fun in Secondary 3 and 4 before leaving the school and I will decide whether I should go JC or Poly, etc.. but thats too far to talk about now.. But I think I am gonna aim for a JC.
People, if you see me tomorrow as unresponsive, please forgive me. Got a lot of things to think about. But yeahh, I’ll try to respond..
GTG.. burning the CD now
t0ddles,
-jMax;
// 2.08am now. So tired. LALA~