Archive for February, 2009

HELLO PEOPLE!

So today..
I went to Aston’s and ordered:

Double chicken chop!

After which, we go home.
I did some cleaning of my stuffs. And I found:

HAHAHA~ I didn’t give it to the aunties.
They’re going to the trash bin now D:

t0ddles, -jMax;

HELLO PEOPLE!

Malay test today was okay.
The Kefahaman/Comprehension part is the hardest man. One question can carry about 6 marks.
The rest were quite alright. The Peribahasa/Idioms were the easiest.

Next A-Maths. I think I am getting the hang of it.
I am going to to through it again later when I study so that I can be prepared for Tuesday’s test.

After that is chemistry. We did filing.
Some of the letters that was written yesterday was classified under two categories: Sincere and Insincere.
Mine, unfortunately, fell under insincere and I got a mini dialogue session with the teacher.
Just because I wrote I think that notes should be given out and gone through on the same day.
My Chemistry teacher said that this has been the norm.
But I did not understand of why she did not give the notes Chapter 3.
Then she asked me to call the other chemistry rep to explain to me what’s going on.
I don’t understand.
All I knew was that 4 people will do the notes.
Then she went through the slides and then suddenly the notes appear for us to do as homework.
Then was given a mini-lecture which led to having 10 minutes before recess ends to study for Geography last-minute recap.
She blamed me for not paying attention in class, for not taking the initiative as a chemistry representative and then to do correction for my first paragraph.
So I sat down to do correction on the first paragraph.
So I wrote something like, “Notes are given out and gone through on the same day. But this is a special case as our 4 wonderful classmates had copied from each other and had to do the notes for us”
And it was kind of accepted, to my so called “amazement” c0z I took a couple of minutes to do the correction.
But in my mind was that I need to get this over and done with and then I will need to study for geog.

Yup. For those of you who wants to know what happened to me, well, just say that I am a little bit emotional.
I am so damn stressed. I had not wished for this thing to happen.
I should have written an even better letter that can touch people’s heart.
I was fucking stupid for getting emotional at a time like that.
I am damn sure my Elective Geography test is affected.
Which lead me to a panic because information are leaking out of my brain.
I really thank the invigilator for showing concern by asking whether I was alright, but unfortunately, she can’t be too concerned because I am sitting for an exam.
I can’t believe it I still can’t get over it and it stretches on till form teacher period.

We gone through Biology answer about the boiled potato vs the raw potato as my form teacher is away on course.
People around me makes it worse by being happy and laughing away like as if I am invisible.
I am seriously amazed at how unconcerned my classmates are.
So in return I treat them as invisible after school.
I seriously can’t believe how I am really reduced to this state.

I was feeling super depressed thinking about it on the way home in the bus.
I know I must look on the brighter side of life.
I was too tired to think about all these useless things and just slept in the bus.

Played the piano for long period.
My skills had drastically decreased.
My hands are tired from pressing the keys and reading notes completely for the very first time.

And I watched Piano No Mori again. That anime-movie never fails to move me. I really admire the so-called short friendship but very close.

I feel so empty now.

t0ddles, -jMax;

HELLO PEOPLE!

Okay, so in the morning, we had English paper, which is our first Common Test paper.
It has so many inferential questions that I am somehow unsure of how to explain.
And thanks a lot to this random insensitive guy who gave me a lecture on the meaning of rice bowl, which I made a stupid mistake.

Okay, we continued watching the video from yesterday, because we haven’t complete was what supposed to be taught.
I envy Bhalaji because he don’t have Tamil during our Mother Tongue period because his is after school, so he still have time to study for the Geography ><”

During Chemistry, almost 3/4 of the class had their papers taken away because they haven’t do/left blanks.
I left blanks because I don’t know how to do it.
So today we spent the whole period to have reflection-writing and then she had lessons with only 10 people who did completely.

After that, we had social studies exam. The SBQ was harder than the SEQ, to my surprise. But I think I fare alright.

Can you believe that after social studies exam, we had social studies lesson straight away?
Yeap, so we touched on Chapter 5, which is a new chapter. and we skipped one chapter.
I was seriously taking down notes, for the first time..

Luckily, were given 15 minutes to revise after going through a new chapter.. which will not be tested tomorrow..

t0ddles, -jMax;

HELLO PEOPLE!

I am late for the very first time this year! and its by a few minutes only!
WHAT THE !@#$%^&*()_@#$%^&*()_@#$%&*()_+@#$%^&*()!!
I can’t believe it!
And the “Student Councillors” were like giving that face which I don’t like. aarghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
We had 4 mathematics period today
My Form Teacher-and-Physics teacher did not come to school today because she is away on a course

Form Teacher period: A-maths
CME: A-maths
Geography: We did revision for our test
Mother Tongue: our teacher showed us about case studies about Sex during Malay lessons today to teach us the consequences of having pre-marital sex.
A-maths: Yup this is the “real” a-maths period. So we continued what we have learnt from just now.
E-maths: We went through our class test the second. I failed again!! ARRGH! T_T. I am panicking now.

And after school.. I realized that I forgotten to submit the script for the English project!
Most of the group members needs to go after school, and I had to submit it alone.
They told me, “I don’t care, its your fault”.
What the fuck?
Luckily, teacher don’t mind, otherwise I would be dead.
Then went to the hall’s piano for awhile.
Woots! I haven’t been playing on it for so long!
I really missed it. I am like so buzy with studies nowadays. T_T

t0ddles, -jMax;

OHHH MY GOODNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!
I’M SO GONNA BUTCHER THAT IDIOT WHO MEOWED DURING ASSEMBLY.
IF YOU DARE TO DO IT THEN JUST ADMIT IT LARHH! DON’T MEW AND KEEP QUIET!
THANKS TO YOU THE WHOLE LEVEL GOT HOLD UP FOR 30 GOOD FUCKING MINUTES.
AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY CHAPTERS CAN YOU GO THROUGH IN 30 MINUTES?!

HELLO PEOPLE!!

Arrgh! that’ve ruined my day.
Btw, had angklung after school.
We revised our semiquaver parts. I am so totally tired from swinging too much.
Sorry, typing very little now because my hands are very tired T_T.

t0ddles, -jMax;

HELLO PEOPLE!

Arrgh! sabotaged into being a leader. I don’t wanna be a leader for the project. I had no good P.E. theory knowledge.
The last time I did P.E. theory was in primary 3 in Indonesia, and I was only taught how to wash you face, how to not put candles near curtains T____T and even meeting is so hard to arrange.
At first I thought that working with girls was a problem. But I think I see that working with everyone is a big problem ._.

I have to jiayous~! to get this project over and done with ~ がんばって　よ！

t0ddles, -jMax;

HELLO PEOPLE

Okay, I have had enough. Seriously, I think that everyone is not that very nice to me. Even among good friends I feel like we are a little bit distanced, a feeling like we are falling apart from each other. I feel sick. SUPER SICK. i don’t feel like seeing these people anymore. Everyone is so damn fucked up selfish and self-centered in their own ways. They don’t care about other people feelings and just do things according to their selfish intents. They won’t hesitate to kick you down when they find the chance. There are even people who thinks that they are too mature that everything is “LAME” to them.

To add fuel to the fire, some teachers are really hard on us. not only because of expectations, but EVERYTHING.
I don’t wanna get picked for every single wrongdoings that I do. Afterall, I am still a HUMAN BEING like everyone is and I am NOT perfect, so please understand.

On the other hand, I understand and know very well that being in top class, I have to be super flexible and have to withstand studying from 7am right to 6pm which I have experienced it before in primary 6, while we were preparing for PSLE. and I can tolerate it before and be even more than ready to study even more.

I can’t concentrate well to studies at home. There are like so many distractions like the television, the computer, the household chores. But I can still safely say that the home is like one of the most protected place to be in, to rest and recover.

I need a change of air but i CAN’T give up on my dreams. i am like so upset now that I don’t know what to do.
I hope tomorrow will change for the better. Seriously, if this continues on and on, I will be getting myself a one-way ticket to a mental hospital.

t0ddles, -jMax;

HELLO PEOPLE!

Sorry, I didn’t blog yesterday. I was superbly busy yesterday.
Today, mom gave me work on her website from 12 pm right to 3am this morning.
I seriously got to finish it cans. It’s so hard.

After that, I rushed through the video editing for English with Kelly.
Submission date is tomorrow. I’m seriously tired.
We should have finished it like 2 days ago.
I hate procrastinating on group work.
For individual work — that’s a different story.
Group work needs to be split accordingly, which I would say that not really 100% split.

Okay. Never mind. I think I should go to sleep now. ><”

t0ddles, -jMax

HELLO PEOPLE!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS! TGIF!

I ran to school from one bus stop before Temasek in less than 5 minutes.
Matthew did not wake me up..
Okay, he told me he did but I did not hear ._.

Our English teacher was absent.
We sung happy four times (Chai Foong, Napittha, Angelina, Hong Yu).
And she actually believed that today is the birthday of 8 people in one whole row.
And she was lecturing us about about Abraham Lincoln’s letter to his son’s teacher .. *JAWDROP*

A-maths was awesome.
I think I finally get the hang of it.
But I should not be taking it for granted case i blanked during exams again. ROFLMAO.

We stood up for 30 good minutes during Chemistry.
Teacher’s not happy.

Had H&F during recess.
Followed by torture during Biology lessons with cucumber smell in the air; hungry hungry hungry.

We ended with Form Teacher’s period.
I was like super emo cans.
I don’t know why we are loaded into so much group work.
Everyone think that they are better than the others so much that they don’t accept other people’s ideas.

Went home.. almost immediately.
Talked about handedness with Bhalaji and Wwee yik
Actually, I wanna sleep, but mom said she wanna go out to parkway.
So I kinda go along with her to buy stuffs and to get help for my earphones at Nokia.
The other side could not be adjusted.
And then they told me that it is actually unadjustable.
Which is like… *JAWDROP* .. What a retard.

On the way home, we were confronted by this stupid and rude taxi driver.
And it ended with me saying the four lettered f word towards him in front of mom.
He is so damn IDIOTic!

Watched the way we live at around 8.30.. not the full show.
I watched somewhere in the middle.
I am really touched by how they are really satisfied with so little properties.
I am really jealous of them.
Here we are more on the materialistic side.
I guess people who are rich in materials are not as happy as those who are not rich in materials.

Kay. byeeeeeeeeeeee
t0ddles, -jMax;

HELLO PEOPLE!!

Okay. We were almost late..
I saw Linh and Napittha in the bus.
We stopped at tanah merah mrt at 7.15 and had like 5 mins to run.
And I managed to cross the road without traffic light ><” — dangerous action.
Do not try at home xD
Okay. and then we were safe — and not late too
Melvin asked for ezlink. but later give back.

We did class test on mathematics and we are not supposed to use calculator! arrgh!

Brought my scoresheet to let benjamin see.
It was fun today during angklung as we were rehearsing our SYF pieces as well as playing anime songs hahhahahahahahs~ ;D

I seriously want to print out more scores but i haven’t mastered all my anime pieces
…… zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

t0ddles, -jMax;